When you have a blog, it is so easy, sometimes, to get carried away with page views, Google analytics, Twitter analytics, impressions and the like. All those are important of course, but can sometimes take away the joy of something you really loved when you started. What do I do to remind myself why I started?
I read! And this is what I have been catching up on…
I have been reading short stories by David Tumusiime for a while now. He’s one of those people I am always happy to read. His stories Ray Kali and Seance on A Wet Afternoon have been published on this blog. In the recent past, he’s had two short stories published in The East African. Read them here:
That Friday evening surprise was a dinner at Piato’s on Lumumba Avenue. He was already two Club beers happy in his wait, on first name basis with the chef. I did what I always do when we go out. I took his wallet away from him before I ordered our meals.
He had tried to live without her. But he could not get through a day. He needed her. In the middle of a business meeting with a nervous client who was not sure he could secure the land title fast enough, all he had to do was get her on the phone. She had a friend in the land office who ensured there were no delays. She would calm his client and the deal would be clinched.
“I should be billing you for this,” she would say and they would laugh.
I’ve also been catching up on Kut, an online publication by Oduor Jagero. He describes Kut as “a collision of ideas that would mirror the state of our times…powerful short stories and poetry written by men and women sold to words that powerfully disrupt.”
Here are the links to some really powerful poems and stories by Ugandan writers in the first Kut edition:
Buttonight I’ll follow close by…and give a name to the music your breasts make when they slap against your chest as you run I’ll keep my ears alert…and watch your butt rise and fall and tremble as you dance at the assembly…
The game of matatu determined who did the killing.The voices turn into the hooded man. He sits quietly at the table. We form a triangle. The cards form the axis. He smiles. His teeth radiate. The game starts. He shuffles the cards. One. Two. Three. Four times. He distributes the turned-over cards. Seven to me. Seven to him. We grab our cards at the same time. Again for the first time see what we have. A heart. A diamond. A club. A heart. Another diamond. A queen. Mine. His…? He makes the first move. Again. My palms wet my cards as I wait for his move. A club over a club. My turn. His turn. My turn. His turn. Pick 5. Pick 2. His head is bent over. I can’t see his face. My hands quiver as I hold the last card. Tightly. The pressure might make it disappear.
His meal was raw. Five fingers of matooke – brownishly white, sappy. Four cassava chips – white and wet, longish. Two pieces of sweet potatoes – wide and white. Purple yam – one piece. Rings and rings of onion. Slices of tomato. And French beans – long and slender, whole. Juice was passion fruit…
Enjoy!
Death-fall | Nick Makoha (2015 BNPA Shortlist)
Before Kony, before Museveni, before Obote’s second term, before now,
there was me. We were in deep shit! Bridges couldn’t be fixed with gaffer-tape.
America stopped lending plasticine to fill pot-holes. I quit playing refugee.
Who among you was going to pay our country’s light bill? Well? You uninvited guests
like Rome, you will know where we put the bodies in their tunics and kangas. My sins,
both real and imagined, into the trap. To my brother, my rival, when he comes
don’t let him tap the glass (idiots), devise his death. You stable-god,
a month’s worth of grain for the paratroop regiment won’t purge you.
New wives and shoes and a move to State House while we live in huts.
Home will see your troubles cursed. By the way, your Chief of Police,
into the trap. You who believed in Churchill’s prophecy. You innocents
ruled by a spinning earth, your tears will quench the barns we set fire to.
You who call your guns She. You papiermâché martyrs with north Kiboko accents.
You shadow soldiers who dig dead men from their graves. You in the motion of battle.
You who search the airwaves for the British World Service, who stare
spirits in the face but can’t stand heights, the rules say, into the trap.
I will not forgive the clan who sheds blood for party politics. Your god might.
The one with his hands up as he waves, ask the firing squad to send him
with the widowers, orphans and motherless sons, into the trap.
All you disciples of empires. Mr Men ministers who paraphrase over PA systems,
into the trap. Wrecked after five days of being held under decree nineteen.
Why riffle through your Yellow Pages in search of Heads-of-state? Into the trap.
The executioner who lets you watch his navel after bare-knuckle fights, into the trap.
You who played The Bard on screen and stage, or quoted Aristotle, into the trap.
Your second tongue, into the trap. Lumino-boy with that Yankee
dialect, into the trap. It makes no difference to me, you sun worshiper.
Name your Icarus and fly, into the trap. You who abandon your wife’s thighs
for the cradle of a servant girl, into the trap. You at The Uganda Company Limited
(Trojans), because you gave us cotton but took our land, follow me with your horse mask,
into the trap. Those who offer me your skins as a fig leaf, let me carve a map
on your backs to Ithaca. You can hitchhike for all I care, into the trap. Take your stand
with the soothsayer in her snake dress. The ones who hesitate, into the trap.
Nick Makoha represented Uganda at Poetry Parnassus as part of the Cultural Olympiad held in London. A former Writer in Residence for Newham Libraries, his one-man-show My Father & Other Superheroes debuted to sold-out performances at the 2013 London Literature Festival and is currently on tour. He has been a panelist at both the inaugural Being a Man Festival (Fatherhood: Past, Present & Future) and Women of the World Festival,(Bringing Up Boys). In 2005 award-winning publisher Flippedeye launched its pamphlet series with his debut The Lost Collection of an Invisible Man. Part of his soon to be published first full collection of poems, The Second Republic, is in the anthology Seven New Generation African Poets. Makoha recently won the Brunel African Poetry prize and has poems that appear in the The Poetry Review, Rialto, The Triquarterly Review and the Boston Review.
Makoha’s poems LHR and Death-trap have been shortlisted for the 2015 BN Poetry Award. The winner will be revealed during the Babishai Poetry Festival, 26-28th August at the Uganda Museum.
Are You True? | Edith Nakku-Joloba (2015 BNPA Longlist)
Are you?
The mother’s daughter; stubborn, not so wise?
The father’s girl; eager to please, a distance denied
The sister dear; gossiping close
Secrets hanging like ripe mangoes
Ready to fall
The mother? Anxious and fast,
brown hot banana leaves stinging your hands
Wafting smells to the waiting many
The One?
Are you?
“My dear, come and I tell you
What the supervisor said about your appraisal.”
Motivated?
In taxis perched, back to driver, on tiny extra seat.
Hot or broke?
Are you born out of wedlock or born again?
Sheep of the pastor’s flock
Tithing, giving and soon eating grass?
One?
Are you?
The Radio-Reality fan?
Listening to auditory unwinding horror
Gonna call that number?
The quintessential African woman?
Short dreads, beeswax royal
Anointing your head,
A kitenge of mixed colors adorning your waist
Ready for funeral or party
True?
Edith Nakku-Joloba’s literary imagination was born at home; folk stories told by aunties, sisters and older cousins. She has been telling stories aloud from childhood and wrote stories from the age of 15. She has written fiction and non-fiction for The New Vision newspaper. She also writes a blog on books at Noonyabooks.blogspot.com and another on life in Uganda at livingfieldsuganda.blogspot.com.
Nakku-Joloba is one of the Ugandan poets longlisted for the 2015 BN Poetry Award. The winner will be revealed during the Babishai Poetry Festival, 26-28th August at the Uganda Museum.
Tremours In Kigali | Richard Otwao (2015 BNPA Shortlist)
Richard Otwao is a teacher at Mt St Mary’s College, Namagunga where he is the Head of Department- English Language and Literature in English, Patron of the Writers’ Club, Cultural Heritage Club, Schools Water and Sanitation Club (SWAS TEENS), Coordinator for Associated Schools Project Network (UNESCO) and Chief of Security.
Otwao is one of the Ugandan poetsshortlisted for the 2015 BN Poetry Award. The winner will be revealed during the Babishai Poetry Festival, 26-28th August at the Uganda Museum
LHR | Nick Makoha (2015 BNPA Longlist)
An airport is a room. I keep talking as if my body is elsewhere.
In full sight of a crimson God, as children we were burdens,
coffins with eyes. A professor steps into the light to educate us.
You can’t kill the dead twice. Has he seen the militia slide down
a mountain like goats, or a beating heart explode on to a barrack wall?
Even the coffee I brought back in hand luggage, when poured in a cup,
is an eye, a past dark itching for light. Therefore, I cannot be the memory
of your death, let me bend the way a river does, all shadow and sound,
around a hill, towards a village I once recognised. There are days
when this unplanned landscape speaks its music, above a ribbon of stars,
below a wall of torn-out tents and beyond a river waiting as one would
the apocalypse. On other days you are a name on a list, given to armed men
at a roadblock. Guns held loosely by their waist. Hovering as catfish
in a shallow pool. Before roads led to you, or Livingston’s maps found you,
before the mountains grew their backs, before sight was tempered,
before the revelation on a sky’s blank page in this perfect chalice of night
you are not the first pilgrim to ask the oracle what will I become me.
If I could stop the sky from stretching its arms across the horizon,
or the serpent Nile opening it’s mouth toward a sea, or star blinking
in a midnight constellation as god watches your wife wash silk in a stream
would I not have stopped our countries’ screams? I have the luck of Caesar;
his robe, his crown and quest for immortality but soon this course
of blue and the way it bends will have no need of me.
Nick Makoha represented Uganda at Poetry Parnassus as part of the Cultural Olympiad held in London. A former Writer in Residence for Newham Libraries, his one-man-show My Father & Other Superheroes debuted to sold-out performances at the 2013 London Literature Festival and is currently on tour. He has been a panelist at both the inaugural Being a Man Festival (Fatherhood: Past, Present & Future) and Women of the World Festival,(Bringing Up Boys). In 2005 award-winning publisher Flippedeye launched its pamphlet series with his debut The Lost Collection of an Invisible Man. Part of his soon to be published first full collection of poems, The Second Republic, is in the anthology Seven New Generation African Poets. Makoha recently won the Brunel African Poetry prize and has poems that appear in the The Poetry Review, Rialto, The Triquarterly Review and the Boston Review.
Makoha is one of the Ugandan poets longlisted for the 2015 BN Poetry Award. The winner will be revealed during the Babishai Poetry Festival, 26-28th August at the Uganda Museum.
Privilege | Mugabi Byenkya (2015 BNPA Longlist)
The bottle spins as the reams of thoughts flutter by my consciousness
As my disjointed synapses fire off things I would not mind saying with confidence
The bottle stops.
On me.
Breath in…
PAUSE
Settle on one idea, I see
‘Never have I ever wished for the unearned advantages distributed based on the values of the dominant matriarchal society that we live in’
All the men take a shot
All the women sit in awkward defensive silence.
Sometimes silence is violent
Sometimes silence speaks of untold and underrepresented voices
Sometimes silence speaks of long, internally torn oppressed histories, also known as ‘background noises’
Sometimes silence tells a story
Sometimes silence tells this story from alternate eyes
Do you realise?
Sometimes silence is violent.
Like that one night out
Or EVERY single night out
Going out for some drinks, dancing and good times with the guys
As we get on the dance floor, we form a little circle, and dance the night away to our hearts’ content
Enter woman.
She tries dancing up on me, to which I reply
By turning around and politely explaining ‘I’m sorry but I don’t want to dance with you’
‘Wow’ she replies, ‘What, do you think you’re too good for me or something?’
‘No’-
‘Then what? You got a girlfriend or something?’
‘No’-
‘Then what? Are you gay or something?’
‘No’-
‘Then’- WHAT, WHAT, WHAT, WHAT answer would ever satisfy one who does not care about what I want
This is NOT my story to tell.
Truth is, never have I ever wished for the unearned advantages based on the values of the dominant patriarchal society that we live in
Truth is, all the women take a shot
Truth is, all the men sit in awkward defensive silence
Truth is, silence is violent
Truth is, no matter how many female friends, girlfriends, mothers, sisters, cousins etc. I have, I will never ever, fully relate to the female experience
Truth is, I cannot speak for a life I have not lived
Truth is, however angry and frustrated this makes me, this does not compare to the experiences of those that have to live it every single day
Truth is, I think I finally know what it feels like to be white.
Mugabi Augustine Ateenyi Olatokumbo Byenkya was born in Lagos, Nigeria to Ugandan parents. Mugabi has always dabbled in writing poetry and prose but for a long time doubted his writing ability and did not take writing seriously until his time at the University of Kansas. While in Kansas, Mugabi began rapping and making YouTube music videos and songs with friends like ‘The Confession’: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1Q4rWGjM_U . You can find more of his videos/songs on his YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/mugabsb/videos. Through rapping Mugabi developed an interest in spoken word poetry and began writing and performing poetry at open mic nights. He occasionally posts his poetry on his blog here: http://theysaidishouldtalkmore.blogspot.com/.
Mugabi is one of the Ugandan poets longlisted for the 2015 BN Poetry Award. The winner will be revealed during the Babishai Poetry Festival, 26-28th August at the Uganda Museum.
7/7: Like I never left…
Dear reader,
I took some time off to look after myself, to challenge my mind and to see how the vision of Sooo Many Stories can be grown and I can’t wait to gradually share what Sooo Many Stories is growing into. Thank you for the support you have given Sooo Many Stories and the love and interest you have shown Ugandan writers. Thank you for reading, for sharing and for your wonderful feedback! You make this so easy to come back to!
Let’s kick off this week with 7 things that are making me happy in the literary world that will make you happy too!
On writing opportunities and competitions:
1. Commonwealth Writers is looking for correspondents with particular interest in arts and culture in the different regions. They welcome thoughtful and less-heard socio-political stories, investigative or reflective essays, extended profiles, memoir and cartoons.
If you are interested, find detailshere. Deadline is Monday July 27.
2. Short story Day Africa is still accepting stories on the theme of Water. The first prize is R10,000, second prize is R2,000 and third prize is R1,000. Prize winners will also win an online creative writing course from All About Writing. This year’s judges are Kwani?’s Managing Editor, Billy Kahora, Award-winning South African and Africa39 author, Mary Watson and Caine Prize shortlisted writer and author of The Whispering Trees, Abubakar Adam Ibrahim.
For terms and conditions of entry and the standard manuscript format, check for details here: The 2015 Short story Day Africa Prize. Deadline is July 31, 2015.
3. You still have up to October 31, 2015 to send fiction or non-fiction proposals for the Miles Morland Writing Scholarships. The Scholarships are open to anyone writing in the English language who was born in Africa or both of whose parents were born in Africa. Scholars writing fiction receive a grant of £18,000, paid over the course of twelve months and scholars writing non-fiction receive a grant of £27,000, paid over the course of eighteen months.
4. Ugandan writer Jackee Batanda is teaching a novel writing masterclass on Saturday 18 and Sunday 19 July 2015. If you are interested or know anyone interested in writing, here are the details: July Writing Masterclass.
On The 2015 Caine Prize:
5. Last week, Zambia’s Namwali Serpell was announced the winner of the 2015 Caine Prize. Here are two links about the prize and winner that might interest you:
Today, I would say I am much more interested in nuance, in the slow tide of emotions breaking open and closing again. My writing is still interested in those young angry poems and it is still unabashedly dedicated to celebrating Blackness in all of its global manifestations, but it is also interested in solitude, melancholia, and unrelenting passion…
…I am constantly asking myself (and therefore my poems are also constantly asking): Who am I in the singular and perhaps even multiple modalities of my subjective self and how is that related to the larger psycho-social economic contexts around me?
Enjoy your week and thank you, thank you, thank you for reading and writing!
7/7 is Sooo Many Stories’ way of helping you beat the Monday blues. 7 things that are making me happy in the literary world that will make you happy too!
A Writing Retreat: Because your writing should not remain just a dream
Jackee Batanda and I are excited to bring you this writing retreat at One Minute South on Bulago Island from Friday July 3, 2015 to Monday July 6, 2015. It’s perfect for you if you want to edit a short story, finish a novel or non-fiction book, write a couple of chapters or outline a novel/ book. Jackee and I will be with you daily to discuss your project and to give you feedback on your writing.
Applicants will be selected carefully so that everyone can add something special to the retreat.
The retreat will be filled with concentrated and purposeful sessions where you will work on a chapter, or story outline that you will have targeted to complete before hand. We want you to focus solely on your writing and this retreat will be an excellent way to recharge and kick your writing up a notch.
We will spend four glorious nights at the much coveted One Minute South Villa on Bulago Island. Located on the 500 acre Bulago Island in Lake Victoria, One Minute South sits on 20 acres of idyllic land, providing the perfect gateway for recharging and sparking your writing skills. The natural surroundings are a perfect escape from the noise and pollution of the city.
Run up to the retreat
We will establish an online group for active participation
We will establish your plans for the retreat- fiction, non-fiction, a novel, a short story, nothing in particular, and help you prepare for the retreat in a way that will make it as productive as possible.
We will recommend reading Kintu, a novel by Ugandan author, Jennifer Nansubuga Makumbi.
Daily routine during the retreat
We will begin each day after breakfast with a short prep session, followed by questions and discussions.
For those interested, we will have brief writing exercises to start up each morning.
You will then be free to write anywhere else for the rest of the day. Writing sessions will be broken down in three 90 minute chunks per day.
You may use afternoons for further writing, sightseeing or anything else that catches your fancy.Tours are available at an extra cost and arrangements can be done directly with the One Minute South management.
Every evening, we will host a round table session where you will have the option to have your pieces workshopped and get valuable feedback from your classmates. We shall aim to workshop at least two pieces from the day. Jackee will lead these evening workshops.
I will lead sessions on plot and structure, editing your own work, critiquing and peer review, how to work with an editor and how and where to get published: self publishing or otherwise.
You will learn effective tips for writing and how to use them to improve your writing
Bosco, the resident chef, will whip up fresh and delightful meals for lunch and dinner.
Post-retreat- As a final wrap up, participants can upload up to 3,000 words to the online group for feedback from Jackee and I.
Accommodation, food, tuition and mentoring costs
We will allocate rooms on a first come, first serve basis. Participants are welcome to bring a non-writing partner with them.
Retreat Participant
Non-writing partner
Early bird registration: $450
$350
Late registration: $500
$400
Costs include accommodation, return transportation from Munyonyo, three meals a day, tuition and mentoring, course material, and staff costs. Telephone costs excluded. You are, however, responsible for your own transport to the departure point.
Deposits and payments: In order to secure the accommodation, we need a payment of 50% of the above amount immediately. The balance is due 20 June 2015.
Prices are subject to fluctuation if not paying in dollars.
The Kind Of Water I Like | Lillian Akampurira Aujo
I am drowning again. I am a swamp yam squelch-squelching in the marsh, searching desperately for some life out of the filth. I am swelling and sinking and my thrashing around in panic does not help. My skin is tight and hard and I am about to burst. I gasp for air and suck in the filth and I am choking. I am sucked further into the mud. My thoughts are sinking with me. This is it. This is the day I die. I am calm as I prepare myself, but just as I am about to give up, Bena’s sweet voice stops me.
“Don’t give up Clever. Keep swimming. You have to keep swimming.”
I hold my breath and heave my body upward. I choke, cough, open my eyes and sit up to find my mattress soaked. I jump and reach for my blue work uniform that I threw at the foot of the mattress. Both T-shirt and trousers are dripping. Damn! Last night, as I collapsed onto the mattress on the floor, I convinced myself that the night rains would not come.
I snatch the small black suitcase from the top of the cupboard and stare at the clothes in there. There are brown shorts, two pairs of trousers, two T. Shirts, and a long sleeved white shirt. I pick out the black trousers and the white shirt because the other trousers have patches sewn at the knees and both the T-shirts are torn at the armpits. I cannot wear the blue work uniform today. I hang it on a corner of the open door of the cupboard, and push my feet into black wet shoes. I lock up and zigzag through the leaning houses of Kalerwe, taking care to dodge black puddles of sewage and ant hills of rubbish.
As I head to United Commercial Bank in town, I think of Bena and how she keeps saving me from the drowning dream. I know the day she doesn’t, I will die in my sleep. I shut the taxi window and watch the mist cloud it. I wipe a portion of it and stare out at the clean new morning. I wish I felt new. I wish I felt clean. I need to leave Kalerwe before her muddy waters take me to an early grave. The dreams too will stop once I move to one of those houses on Mulago hill. The ones that look like they are pouring shame at the overflowing gutters and latrines of Kalerwe, the ones that look like they have beams of sunshine coming out of them. But cleaning a glassy building all day doesn’t get you enough money to live in a house of sunshine.
There had been more work to do because the first two floors of the building got flooded when a sewage pipe in the building burst. There was no way those thick carpets would clean and dry themselves if we didn’t spend the whole day at it, as my supervisor had shouted. There had been no breaks either and not enough pairs of gloves for all of us. With bare hands, I had had to remove the carpets drenched in black water, scrub and air them in the washing area, and lay them back on the tiled floors. I had suggested that maybe we could work in turns and share the gloves, but the supervisor had laughed like a dog that suddenly found something funny to laugh about.
“So now you’re high high, eh? Go away! Most of you live in Kalerwe and I hear you’re always swimming in your latrines when it rains! At least here you’ll be touching rich people piss and shit which don’t stink as much the poor’s! If you don’t want to work, there are the doors.”
None of us had dared to walk through them. We had all waited for six o’clock, after cleaning every inch of tile in the building.
That day, the doors of the last red bus had closed just as I reached the stage. I had watched in despair as it pulled out of the stage like a fat red caterpillar. The fare is one thousand shillings and if you don’t get in early you have to stand in the human- jammed corridor all the way. Still it’s better than paying two thousand shillings in a taxi. The way those taxi drivers hike prices you would think none of them lives deep in Kalerwe or Kamwokya. I walked past the taxis as if they were not there and began my two hour walk home.
Today the City Clock reads 06:20 when I get into town. The street to the building where I work is almost empty except for the lame beggar who sits at the corner farthest from the main entrance of the building. He is staring at the blue plastic saucer in front of him. I head for the side entrance and find the other cleaners waiting for the glass doors to open. The two askaris on the inside punch in things on the computer and the two doors come apart. Bagala looks at me, laughs, and shakes his head,
“In which choir is this guy? Has he come to work or what?”
About twenty eyes turn to look at me. I also turn and look behind like I am trying to see who he is talking about. I don’t like Bagala. He thinks he’s better than the rest of us because the Marketing Manager of United Commercial Bank is a cousin of his cousin. He stays in his boys’ quarters in Muyenga. The other reason he has airs is because of his two hundred and fifty thousand shillings Huawei smart phone on which he plays music videos to impress girls. We don’t even earn that amount in a month. People say his ‘O’ Level Certificate belongs to Michael Bagala yet he is Chris Bagala.
I pass through the metal detector without saying a thing to him. Later, I am scrubbing the toilets on the third floor when my supervisor bursts through the swinging doors. She peers at me, and her thick round glasses almost slide off her tiny nose.
“Why are you not in uniform, Clever?” Bagala comes in after her.
“It got wet. The rain …”
“You mean you washed it and left it out on the lines? So what did you think you would wear today?”
“I didn’t wash it, or leave it outside … I … the water …”
Bagala snorts, “Don’t you know these Kalerwe chaps! Every time it rains, their houses become swimming pools!”
“Is that what happened, Clever?”
I nod.
“Eh! So is this how I should explain your shabbiness when the Bank Manager asks me?”
I know I look smart but I don’t tell her that. Instead I tell her that I am sorry and that it will not happen again. I can see that Bagala is chocking with laughter. When they leave I pour more Vim in the sink and scrub vigorously. My reflection gleams back at me through the silver taps. When I open them the clear stream washes away the milky Vim. I let the clean water run over my hands long after the sink is clean. I feel calm. This is the kind of water I like; I can control its coming and going with a flick of my wrist. I lock the door from inside and enter one of the toilets. I sit, sigh, and go about my morning ritual. I have been doing it since I came to work here because I couldn’t bring myself to enter those shallow latrines around home. There are no maggots here. There’s no urine or shit on the floor. I wish this was my toilet.
When lunch time comes I rush to the first floor to get people’s food orders. They are usually too busy typing things into their computers. They tell me what they want and I go to different restaurants to buy it. They give me five hundred shillings or more as my transport. Sometimes I make up to ten thousand shillings from transport.
I go to Bena’s desk first. Her smile switches my heart to a run and her figure makes me wonder at God’s perfection. She never talks down to me like her workmates. She is kind and always tells me to keep the change. Maybe today is the day I will tell her how I feel. She is sliding things on her smart phone when I get there. She looks up but there’s no smile on her face.
“Hi Clever, I don’t think I will have lunch today.”
“Why Bena? Are you making a figure?” I don’t add that she already has a perfect one.
“But Clever! Not that! I am fasting! We need to pray for Uganda. I hear the first Ebola case has been reported in Kalerwe.”
“What! I thought it was still in Nigeria!”
“Well it has spread here. Maybe you should fast too, and pray for the poor souls of Kalerwe.”
“Yes.”
I don’t tell her that I fast most days since I only eat lunch every other day to save money for a diploma in catering. I don’t tell her that I am one of the poor souls of Kalerwe.
This will not be the day I tell her that I love her. This will not be the day that I tell her of the dreams I have for her and me. The dreams that bring happy tears to my eyes, the other kind of water that I like, the kind that makes my heart float like a balloon.
Lillian Akampurira Aujo is a Ugandan writer. She is a winner of the inaugural BNPA Award and this year, won the inaugural Jalada Award for her story: Where Pumpkin Leaves Dwell.
Aujo is currently undergoing mentorship under the Writvism mentorship programme where this story was submitted.
Michela Wrong is the author of three non-fiction books on Africa. Her first, In the Footsteps of Mr Kurtz, told the story of Mobutu Sese Seko, the second, I didn’t do it for you, focused on the Red Sea nation of Eritrea. Her third book, “It’s Our Turn to Eat”, tracked the story of Kenyan whistleblower John Githongo. Her first novel, “Borderlines”, is due to be published in August.
In an email interview, she spoke to Sooo Many Stories about her experience as a non-fiction writer.
You spent a number of years as a foreign correspondent covering events across the African continent for Reuters, the BBC, and the Financial Times. Why Africa?
I’ve been writing about Africa for more than two decades now. My interest in Africa developed accidentally. I had lived and worked in Italy and France, writing about elections, terrorist attacks, the fashion industry and the film world. I had covered the revolution in Romania and the refugee exodus out of Iraq. Then Cote d’Ivoire became my third Reuters posting, after which I moved to Zaire, and by then I was seen by employers as an Africa expert, and my course was set. But it was never planned that way.
What has surprised you the most about the subjects you write about and how has this influenced your own notions about particular African countries?
The more you travel the continent, the more you appreciate the huge differences between various African societies and cultures. It’s ridiculous, really, that we constantly generalise about “Africa”. But we all do it. A country like Eritrea probably has less in common with Nigeria than the US has with Norway. I try and remind myself of that.
In your book It’s Our Turn To Eat, you write about your family and yourself. How do you inject personal experiences and memories into a non-fiction narrative without diluting the story of the other person?
That’s the first time I’ve done that in a book. It seemed relevant, because I was trying to explain how different cultures have different relationships with the state and how that dictates their definition of what counts as corruption. My mother is Italian, my father was English and they had very different approaches. Italians are very African in the suspicion with which they regard the state, and there are good historical reasons for that attitude. Brits tend to believe the system is benign, and will work.
In the case of John Githongo, you could have stopped at giving him refugee and helping him stay alive, but you decided to write about it as well. When/how do you know that this is a story that must be told?
Maybe I’m a bit thick, but it only occurred to me that there was a book in the John Githongo story after he had moved out of my London flat. It was just a gift of a story, and obviously important: how many whistle-blowers of John’s calibre and status have we seen in Africa?
I discussed the idea with him and said: “Look, this is your story and you can tell it, because I know you’re a very good writer. But if you decide you don’t want to tell it yourself, I’m volunteering.” I fully expected him to write it, but he felt he was too close to events; he didn’t have the necessary distance.
In It’s Our Turn To Eat you speak of how resigned most people were about the corruption in Kenya. They were aware of it, and how tribalism fuelled it but they were resigned to their fate. How do you tell the story of people that have not asked to be spoken for?
You tell it the way you see it, that’s all you can do. I’m not Kenyan and I can’t pretend to be, all story-telling is moulded by the identity of the storyteller. What was very satisfying after the book came out was the number of Kenyans who felt I’d got it right. Even those who hated the book because they felt it was exposing Kenya’s dirty laundry were essentially saying: “This is the way things are.”
As for people being resigned to corruption, don’t forget that John is a Kenyan and he obviously wasn’t resigned to it. There are lots of Kenyans like him, who are really angry about the way the system works but they don’t know how to break out of it. That’s one of the things I took away from the research: the extent of the moral disgust in Kenya.
How long did it take you to write these books?
Each one is different. My Congo book took 11 months, but it was based on five years of reporting and first-hand experience. The Eritrea book took four years. The Kenya book was meant to take 18 months but ended up more like four years. Books just take a very long time.
Did it make it easier, being a journalist, to write and market your book? Is writing non-fiction a thing only trained journalists can do?
Not at all. Anyone can write a book and market it. But if you’ve spent your working life as a journalist the move into non-fiction is a natural, obvious one. You know how to research and interview, you know how to persuade people to talk to you. You know how to motivate yourself when you’re sitting in front of a blank screen and a keyboard – a frightening experience – you are familiar with the loneliness of a solo project. So it’s not as big a stretch as it would be for someone who hasn’t written for a living.
In reference to writing memoir and truth, what is the price you have had to pay for telling some of these truths? Was it worth it?
I was warned to stay away from Kenya for a few years after the John Githongo book came out, and I know I’m not welcome in Eritrea, the subject of my second book. If you say critical things about an African government, you become a figure of controversy and lose your anonymity. That’s something I mind. Writers need to be part of the wallpaper, invisible watchers, and it gets harder to be that if your book has stirred controversy and become hot property.
I once read about Somalis who were acting as Pirates in Kenya as a scam to make money from foreign journalists. How do you sieve the truth you are trying to tell and who is telling it?
You ask around: locals, other journalists, NGO workers, local officials and taxi drivers. Lying is quite difficult to pull off, you know, people who do it are often very transparent to outsiders. You may have heard of journalists interviewing fake Somali pirates but there have also been cases of Western journalists who were held hostage by the pirates they set out to interview, so I guess those ones were the genuine item!
Few Africans are writing non-fiction. Is this because of the existing weaknesses in the African media?
Writing non-fiction comes with risks attached in many African countries: say something unpopular and you could be beaten up, killed, sued, have your career wrecked, your life blighted. Because I’m foreign, I’m automatically protected from a lot of those things. No wonder writers shield themselves behind the cover of fiction.
What other factors lie behind the disparity?
One of the issues is the incestuousness of the system. The political and business elite in most African countries are often one and the same. In other countries, writers can afford to alienate the political elite because they can earn a living independently, in the private sector. In Africa, the politicians they have annoyed also have major stakes in the economy and can do them great damage. The very limited number of readers doesn’t help. It means African writers can’t depend on the relationship they form with their public, they need a day job if they are to survive.
What steps can be taken to encourage future non-fiction writing in Africa?
Newspaper editors need to cherish investigative reporting, which is where the ideas for long-form non-fiction originate. They need to give their journalists the time and space for investigative feature articles that do justice to the subject matter. In the US, every editor wants their newspaper to scoop the Pulitzers, British editors get excited by a range of press awards, so they give their star reporters the time to dig deeper. That’s the scenario that leads to eventual non-fiction books. We also need Africa’s millionaire entrepreneurs – because there are quite a few of them nowadays – to start emulating the likes of Bill Gates and George Soros by setting up philanthropic foundations that pour money into film and literature, funding things like the Storymoja festival and the Caine Prize. At the moment, too much of that funding comes from Western players.
As the literary director of the Miles Morland Foundation, tell us about the writing scholarship and what kind of stories the judges are looking for.
We’re looking for writers – both in non-fiction and fiction – who have a great story to tell but have perhaps been prevented from telling it by having to support their families, earn a living wage. Our scholarships give them the freedom to do nothing but write. We give out four or five scholarships and they are generous: £18,000 for the year. All we demand in return is 10,000 words a month. Anyone who is interested should look at www.milesmorlandfoundation.com. The new application rules will be up there in June.